I was promiscuous as a teen for a few years. Sometimes it haunts me more than others. I also think I have a sexual problem that makes me overly attracted to men too quickly.

I fear that I’m wasting my life being absorbed in thinking about sex and men vs. really becoming someone I want to be…

I also fear I won’t meet someone one day who can both look past my mistakes, and who I can feel like I love completely in a way that is fully satisfying for both of us.

I am afraid my past sexual experiences will overshadow the one I have in marriage, if I ever get married.