My name is Sheila, need help desperately.!

I’m a mother of three children I have been struggling in this marriage for 10 years now but full of depression and violence

this Man refused me to work and I respected his wish because he was providing for us very well but now things have totally changed

because at times we don’t have what to eat and we are always shifting because of rent issues and on top of that he sleeps with women out side ,

Sometimes he comes back home and sometimes he doesn’t am just here with my kids who are still young .

so the only option I have is to get a job and I start working so I can have some money for my self because most times he only buys food for his children and me I sleep hungry most of the time am tired of begging him

I just need to work only nothing else .

I did not study so much I stopped at the university in my second year because I didn’t have money to take me for further studies .

I regret why l stopped working because of my man. I’m confused and tired. How can l handle this situation?

Should l move out with my kids and start a new life though l don’t even know where to start from ?

Should l leave my kids behind and go out there and try to hustle will get them one day ? I be more patient ? Kindly help ..!